Cancer Sucks

So I learned last week that my mom has stage one cancer and since we got the news I feel like I have been in a fog. I had so many things to do but all I could focus on was that. Cancer runs in my family, it took my grandfather(mom's dad) a year after I was born and right now two of my great aunts are battling it. 

I had hoped that 2021 would be better than 2020 but it isn't. I know my mom is a fighter and she can beat this, but it is just so hard accepting the fact that she has this battle ahead of her. 


I'm so sorry for disappearing this month. June has been a very hard month for me. My mom's health hasn't gotten any better and I faced losing my home as I haven't been able to find a job and living on unemployment doesn't go very far and I fell behind on a few big bangs which I am deeply sorry for but once I got the eviction notice nothing else mattered but the fear that I was going to be homeless. Thankfully I was able to raise enough money thanks to very caring people who donated in my time of need. 

Here is hoping that July will be better. 


Bingo Cards

My H/C Bingo Card

survivor's guilt fever / delirium ostracised from society purgatory lost childhood
coughing up blood unrequited pining runaways substance addiction hugs
Stockholm syndrome corporal punishment WILD CARD altitude sickness loss of voice
thirst / dehydration depression prostitution loss of limb / amputation / mutilation atonement
hostages loss of job / income witch hunt nervous breakdown exhaustion

Ninja Husbands

May H/C Amnesty Challenge

May is small fandom challenge and I pretty much know what I am going to write. 

torture forced soulbonding
thirst / dehydration flashbacks

Title: Back to The Place Where I Belong
Fandom: Walker 2021
Pairing: Hoyt/Cordell
Summary: It had been torture watching Cordell forced to be with Emily. Sure he put up a nice facade just like the rest of them did who knew the truth - the real truth - about Cordell and Emily's fairy tale love story. A truth that no one would ever let Stella or August learn about.
They were the only good things to come out of Emily's actions.


Lost Bird

Fandoms: MCU/Batman Comics
Pairings: Dick/Tim, Bucky/Tony/Steve, Peter & Tim and Bucky & Tim
Summary: Outcast from his pack Tim Drake-Wayne is broken. An omega needs it pack and he thought he had found one with the rest of the Wayne family and that he had found his alpha in Dick but now cast aside Tim is left adrift.
Steve Rogers will be the first one to say that Bucky has a habit of picking up strays and he isn't at all surprised when Bucky brings home the abandoned omega Tim. It takes time but slowly Tim finds happiness with the Avengers and possibly found the pack he always wanted. So, of course, that is when the Batfamily arrives wanting their lost bird back. Can they prove to Tim that he is wanted by them? That he is pack? And will the Avengers even let them talk to Tim?

WIP Read Chapters 1 to 13 on AO3


Camp NaNo

 I did it! I finished Camp NaNo and wrote 50k. I really struggled this time around but I did it. I finished it and I am very proud of myself. Now I just have to go through the stories I wrote, I wrote a lot for different bingo prompts as well as for my J2 and Merlin big banga. 

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One Million Words Bingo Challenge

It is no secret that I love bingo challenges and I just had to pick a few cards from the one being hosted on the One Million Words community.

Sweater Time for the prompt sweater weather
Pairings: Bart/Duke, Tim/Kon and Cass/Cassie

I already have one of the kink ones ready and will be posted soon. 
Jensen's Kitten written for the prompt Teacher/Student
Rating: E

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MiB Agents Ianto and Donna: Broken Down in Disrepair

Title: Broken Down in Disrepair
Fandoms: Torchwood/Merlin/Men in Black
Word Count: 2,630
Warnings: Children of Earth fix-it, canon Ianto death
Summary: The world saw Ianto Jones die at the hands of 456 in the arms of his lover, that wasn't the whole truth. Ianto Jones is alive and well thanks to the Men in Black and now finds a new start with them.

Author Note: First story in my MiB Agents Ianto and Donna verse. Next story how Donna joined. 

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MiB Agents Ianto and Donna

MiB Agents Ianto and Donna story is a go and I figured out how to bring back Tosh! I'm so happy. If all goes as planned I will have one posted for the h/c April challenge (may favorite crossovers) and it focus on Donna, Ianto, Tosh, Tim Drake and Loki. Now it won't be the very first story that is still a work in progress and has a long ways to go but I really want to get this story written and posted.