backrose_17 (backrose_17) wrote,

Fic: Cut's so deeply chapter 6/11

Title: Cut’s so deeply
Fandom: Torchwood
Pairings: Jack/Ianto and others to be announced
Summary: A post ‘meat’ fic. When a star gives it heart way it is forever. When a star heart is broken their light goes out. Within one moment Jack broke Ianto heart, now Tosh and Luna must help Jack fix his mistake, before he lose Ianto forever.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Gwen bashing, Gwack bashing.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Torchwood, if I did we would have had Janto in the first episode and there would be no such thing as Gwack. I do own Luna Dusk and all other future Original Characters.
Author Notes: This story idea came from watching ‘Stardust’ one too many times.

Chapter 6
Jack stared unblinking at Ianto, which had begun to worry Ianto a bit. “Jack are you okay?” Ianto asked as he got up and moved to Jack side. And next thing he knew he was in Jack lap with his captain clinging to him. “Jack?” Ianto was very confused by his captain actions. Jack mumbled something into Ianto neck. “Um what was that?” Ianto asked trying to figure out what was wrong with his lover.

Jack finale lifted his head from Ianto neck. “Tell me Ianto am I the one who made you light grow dim?” He asked not losing his gripe on the star on his lap. But he needed to know, if this was his dearest wish come true, not having to face a life without Ianto. “Yes.” Ianto answer made Jack heart soar and break at the same time. His foolish actions with Gwen nearly cost him his heart and Ianto life.

“I am so sorry Ianto. That I ever made you doubt my feelings for you. I was so hurt and angry with Gwen, listening to her go on about nearly losing Rhys, none of us understanding what she could have lost. All the while she forgotten that I nearly lost you and I know my actions didn’t help any. I never meant for you to think that I was brooding over Gwen, when I wasn’t. I was jealous over how easy it is for Rhys to show Gwen how much he loves her while I can’t even tell you what’s in my heart. Please forgive me for hurting you.” Jack pleaded stroking Ianto cheek.

“I want to, but I need to know what Gwen means to you. I need to know that I’m not just a part time shag someone to warm your bed until you can have who you truly want. I need to know because I can’t take another heartbreak like yesterday.” Ianto admitted. And Jack hated himself for putting that seed of doubt in Ianto mind and doing nothing to stop others from making Ianto feel like that.

“You listen to me Ianto Jones. You are not now or have you ever been part time shag. Yes it’s true I love Gwen,” Jack tightens his gripe on Ianto as he tried to get away. “I love her like I love Tosh and Owen. They are my team, the ones I picked and I love them. But not in the way I love you. Ianto you are the most amazing man I have ever meet, you love so much more deeply than anyone I have ever met, and I’m so proud to feel that kind of love. In fact I not sure if I deserver to be loved by someone as amazing as you.” Jack admitted.

Ianto relaxed into Jack hold. “Your wrong Jack, you do deserve to be loved. I’ve never loved anyone as deeply as I love you. Not Lisa and not Luna. Jack you are the one true holder of my heart, you are my other half.” Jack intake of air proved to Ianto that Jack knew just what that meant.

“When a star gives their heart it’s forever. We have one perfect mate out there for us. And I knew the moment I met you that you were mine. But I couldn’t abandon Lisa, not then, no matter how much I wanted to be with you. I never meant to hurt you, I’m so sorry I ever did.” Ianto whispered.

Jack leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on Ianto lips thrilled when Ianto returned it. Ianto is a star, he is the holder of his heart, his other half, and Ianto is going to live as long as he does. He’s not going to lose Ianto; no he’s cursing him to a life where he loses everyone but him. Will that one day make Ianto resent him? Old fears began to resurface stirring up doubt within him.

Ianto sensing the change in Jack pulled away. “A star life is tied to their other half. I will live as long as you do, and even if we live to the end of the universe I will never hate you. An immortal life with you will be worth all the pain. I love you Jack Harkness and I will until the last of my brothers and sisters burn out.” Ianto accent grew thicker with each passionate word that fell from his lips. He pressed his lips against Jack sealing the vow.

The kiss deepens as all their love and passion came flowing out. Neither noticing that Ianto dull glow began growing brighter and brighter until it filled the full room with light. As Ianto finale dropped the barriers that kept his light hidden as he let go of everything but his love for Jack. It was this moment that Ianto Jones and Jack Harkness became one.

The two finally broke apart and Jack was truly in awe of Ianto, his lover was beautiful but now he’s just breath taking.

“Jack how do you know Luna?” Ianto question broke the spell. Jack may have never told Ianto everything that happened while he was away, but he comforted Jack after each nightmare. He wants Ianto to know, because as nice as it was to talk to Martha and now Luna the one he truly wanted to seek comfort from was Ianto.

Releasing his gripe on Ianto he made his decision. “Let’s go home Yan, I’ll tell you everything.” He will tell Ianto, but in the comfort of Ianto flat, his home.

Ianto smiled and got off Jack, offering his hand. “Home sounds nice right about now.” His smile grew as Jack slipped his hand into his.

Together hand in hand they walked out of Luna house and towards a new future.

Chapter 7 here:
Tags: fic: cut's so deeply, pairing: jack/ianto
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